unsettle tiny thing made us "spin"

If there any wrong in my language that made you don't even understand what i talking about.

it is hard to understand? I'll give you a good explanation.
but you have to control your feeling, stop to hate, try to discuss in very nice way. Is that you call me to do?
I'm still want to be friend with you, up to you if u'r willing to return me in bad or good side.
We had knew each other about 5years. why don't you understand what am i thinking.
you said that I be your sister, seriously. how do you return your love to your own sister.
you hurt her again and again, i knew every siblings have their own problem.
So do it for me, do nice to everyone, not only ur friends, but for all.


Well. sy jaga hati kau bh, sy tau ko dlm kesusahan. sy mudah simpati sma kau, jadi salah kah kalau ko mta tolong, sy bantu jg walaupun mcm mna situasi.
ko sllu meluah hal peribadi ko sma sy, we are such so "True friend".
Sya dpt kasih maaf ko, in every time you did it to me.
Pnah kah ko jaga hati sy? Sy blm pnah marah ko btl², baru 1 kali sy buat ko gitu.
tu pun salah ko jg bh, ko tia mta kebenaran sblm ko buat sesuatu. Tak kan sy xda hak mau tau.
tia perlu ko mo p tlg org, kc sedar sy. bgus ko p ckp dpn² trus bh.
Sepatutnya, ko tau bh sy ada conflik sma cousin ko pya gf tu. biar la bh dia cari sy dpn². bgus lagi sy kc terang smua 1 kali gus sma dia.
Sy bukan mo cari gaduh taw, selama ni sy b'tahan sma gaya ko.
Jgan ko ckp, bgus ko ckp dari awal lagi, untuk ko sedar. jadi ko tia sedar la tu apa yg ko buat slma ni?
Sy p post d wall ko, ko malu d? Let other know you borrow money from me.
Ko fikir lah, pa tujuan ko b'kawan sma sy. Klo setakat kawan, sy ok. Tapi ko bkn 1st time p mta tlg sy bh, sy pn busan sda ma gaya ko. ko mcm terlampau mgharap sy, smua ko pya problem buli sy tlg? pya bgus.
cuba ko cari la org lain. ada ka yg budu mcm sy, p tlg jg sma ko biar pn taw sda ko tia akan bayar blk. Sda sy ckp sy ikhlas mo b'kwan, tapi ko sja tu buat perangai, tlmapu manja sma sy.
Ko ckp lagi, ko anggap sy sbgai adik btl ko. cuba ko fikir, mcm mna ko mara² c olda? xkan ko mau mara sy mcm ko layan ko adik kandung ko? Ko sayang sy sbgai adik kau? mcm mna ko tunjukkan kasih syg ko sma sy?
1 lagi, gaya ko kan, ko mementingkan lagi ko pya kawan dari keluarga ko. spttnya, ko beri lebih kasih syg sma ahli kluarga ko bh, biarpn mudah atau tua dari ko. ko perlu hormat smua. bukan sembarang ja ko suka² p maki org. Sy pn tia tahan o klo ko buat sy gtu.
jgan ko ckp sy ungkit cerita lama. Kesabaran manusia ada had jg tau, spai tahap maximum sda, mna lagi sy tahan sma kau. perlu sy bgitau sma ko sgala ni.
ko berani buat berani tanggung bh segala yang sda ko lakukan.